I know that there have already been like 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 blessings in my life--even just this summer--but sometimes I get into a bad funk and i can't get myself out for a while. The best way for me to deal with it is just to talk about it.
thanks to all the people that have ever listened.
No one things really triggered it this time. I think it was a few things. I don't really know, but I do know that I don't want it anymore.
I need to set it free.
that is why i am going to make a list of all the things that I am grateful for, and list of the things i need to remember.
I'm grateful for/becasue
-Letters from Missionaries
-guitars, banjos, harmonicas, and accordions
-having a temple in the city i go to college in
-my classes are great
-this is what i have wanted my whole life
-porter park (even with all of its baggage)
-i get to go to school in idaho
-people here have my standards
-people support and aid your growth
-my teachers are really good
-i got to see christine into the MTC
-i got to see my dad
-i've already had several really great days this summer
-i think ill make good grades this summer :)
-zoology is awesome
-communications is a much better major than bidness
-choose your own adventure
-i don't care
-make it count. always. that motto will never die. (just be smart about it this time.)
This is what I need to do/remember, sometimes it's just hard.
-who i am
-be true to yourself
-don't try to be something you're not
-don't try and hind something you are
i'm really glad that tomorrow is sunday.