On tuesday, Jonathan gave me a bike to use for the summer--I fell in love the second I saw it. It's thisrad old road bike from the 80s with tons of logos and little details. We are going to go in on it together and turn it into a fixie and have a custody battle for it at the end of the summer. If i go foreign for my mission that will be settled really easily...
this dream that has been going strong for nearly three years will finally come true.
I named my bike Hermes.
He is the messenger God and also the God of travel and writing/literature.
I thought it was fitting, considering what I want this summer to be about.
This summer has been amazing and just gets better and better. I get to go to SEATTLE this weekend with my moms to go visit her friend Gretchen.
Something I have known for a while now finally clicked last night and it all made sense:
I spent so many years wishing I could have fun and hip people around me all the time so I could be doing fun and hip things with them.
Now i realized I can do fun and hip things all on my own and have cool stories to tell people when they ask "what did you do today?".
You really just have to take each day and make it great. realize this is what I am committed to right now--how can I make the most of it?
Learn to live a self-centric life and be your own source of energy and passion.
Don't waste your life waiting for someone amazing to come into your life and be the center of your solar system and think that everything will somehow get fixed... Don't hold your breath hoping someone will come along and pull you into a better or more exciting orbit--just be you and do the things you want to do.
You can be the one to pull people in.
Take on new hobbies, goals and projects.
Don't sell yourself short and dont forget who you are and where you are going.
Life is short.
Don't forget to live it.
Here is the latest art the golden calf has cranked out: